i knw i wan to change hw i feel

but i jus cant

i cant find the strength to do so

felt v comforted after bf text but after a while the feelin came back

crapness hate the feelin y does it always have to come back not even an hr or 2 and it return

what the hell is wrong with me.

i hate seriously hate feelin like this but i jus cant help it

my emotions is sooo totally takin control all over me.

i'm jus hiding my emotions deep inside cause i dont wan ppl to ask am i alright cause i'm not i'm not alright at all but i jus dont feel like say or sharing to anyone. yess i dont wan to share or tell anyone hw i'm feelin wad i'm goin throught.

only u knw wad i'm goin throught...

and u tell me hw even after ur comforted msg an hr or 2 i feel this way again.

arent i serious hopeless???