at least ytd was early so i was occupied. but today feel weird for now.

i feels so lonely without him. feels so weird.

really feel weird and restless for now too.

no one to find and meet up.

then work is like lost. i totally nt sure. and the stupid person incharge is on mc cant even contact her.

everything feels so bu san bu shi.

and i cant go out cause i'm broke too :(

i cant do anything :(

see how things go ba :( i wan to keep myself occupied to it wont feels so bad. but the stupid job thingy :(

and and and i really wan to climb n go for com. to be with my climbmates and i havin doubts

i still have e fear from rockmaster super disappointed how am i to go for e next com?

and even if i really get to train will i be able to go for the com???

i dont know.everything feels......