back to square one...
¿Cuándo voy a despertar y nunca darse cuenta de que los estudios es importante.
sin la ayuda totalmente i cant hacer ..
i en función de mantener a mis amigos.
demasiado dependientes de ellos ya.
Me doy cuenta de no sé no entender muchas cosas.
y la forma van las cosas, que la mejora de isnt bien.
y las cosas siguen mal ..
Martes tuvo un accidente con mi earing.
Miércoles hámster murió papá y me regañaron.
recibió el día de hoy mi concurso de pop y adivinar lo que tengo "0" BIG FAT sí un CERO!
no estamos haciendo bien en los estudios ..
no estamos haciendo bien en la escalada ..
¿Qué puedo hacer en bien ..
cuando me despierto a comenzar a estudiar ..
sigue diciendo, pero no se está haciendo nada porque ...
cansancio mantener sumida me ..

last fri, which was ytd.
was the WORST day of my life!
YES! the WORST day!!
was real busy on fri with many things on my mind.
1. was 2 test.. and 1 of which was hap
2. i realise that i haven gone my'homework' and its not done yet!
3. celebrated bell bithday the only good thing :)
4. miss place my wallet
5. fell real BAD on the way to sch from home.
6 LASTLY got hit by the ball DIRECTLY in the FACE!
how bad was the day :(

es presa presa enojado ahora.
prueba de tontos Lunes ..
nadie se está dando espacio para respirar ..
También tengo mis propios estudios y todo.
i no se moleste si no u cuidado o no pero yo sí ..
su stressin conmigo.
y no sé que hacer taco ..
desperdiciado mi madre todo el día de hoy que hicieron cosas peores.

awww man..
wanted to study tonight and tml and i side track AGAIN.
AHHHH!!!
and i forgotten the way to yisun safra=tml must go early=study less=sleep less :(
sian sian leh.....

so went for skates today and and and...
i'm improving on my 'crazy' skills :) whee!!!
now i wanna have a pair of freestyle skates...
and things coming up..
test.. rocka... exams :(

tsk. thanks evelyn for that tip :)
u and i know in library haha!

got scolded for comin home late again :(
i dont think i can go for dinner after trg anymore :(
its poly and my father is still like controlling me :(

i'm feelin a lot better alr. :)
thx for the care and concern..
and now my darlings are the ones who are stressed up..
hope they get their things sorted as well.
cant wait for stayover in sch with them.
wheee :)

try starting a brand new tml..
but i'm scared for tml test :S.
i dont understand and scared i cant do well..

ne sais pas ...
i dont know ..
i dont know i dont know wad ..
i jus dont know ..
k je suis randonnées AGAIN.
il s'est ensuite un peu mieux, mais son cumul annuel toujours là!
et regrettant et en même temps que je regrette de ne pas manquer pour aider à l'escalade d'aujourd'hui ..
barrage il. à maintes reprises et je vis mon travail de laboratoire: S comment survivre si je continue comme ça ..
sentiment dam muets et inférieures.
inférieure à TOUS!

encore ....
sorry i force dire chéris désolé pour les filles et inquiet.
mais je ne sais pas comment dire.
où à partir de ..

Je suis stupide ou idiot ...
i just cant semblent faire bouger les choses ..
ne parle même abt doin leur rite!
jus vissé it up ..
TOUT vissés en place ..
tout est comme SHIT!
et elle est pire ..
ont pris la mauvaise décision?
Je suis le cours ou le cca je fais.
suis-je pas censé être là? il sucks ..
même d'un simple test i cant do ..
et je sens que je traîne loin loin loin derrière pour monter ..
Non, je devrais dire pour TOUT ..
Je viens moi-même d'isoler de côté?
damm it ..
vraiment ..
i just sucks ...

so that feeling sorta came back..
its abt some stupid stuff and studies
i soon gonna have trouble coping with studies AGAIN!
though i dint slept much in lect and tut.
suddenly it feels so stressful.
a whole lot of new stuff and exams in 1 and a half months time.
there's also climb com.
and worst i feel dam dam lousy for myself.
cant reach the top, no stamina for the second climb.
and lastly, i jus feel like letting things be..
i'm not gonna bother anymore..

dint go for trg today and i'm missing climbing.
this how much i love climbing..
but just heard from my father that i shouldnt climb for the next 2 weeks.
its like OMG!
think i'll die!! haha!
i love the trg so much, having high expectation and if i dont go my standard will de-prove like MAD!
but i dont know.
i 'feel' that my ankle has healed but should i listen to daddy???
hmmm.
but i really dont wanna miss trg any more...

loving rock climbing more and more like a drug :/

BOOM!!
ranking com is over and i did super duper badly..
really disappoint with myself man..
cant even climb pass half the high wall.
after first round when for biochem lec.
which i was at first moody and end up boom!!
ya..
but still thanks peeps for the hugs and cheering me up :)
had prata for lunch at 3plus then the uncle was super attitude..
go there so many times this the first time it happens..
then darlin shi hui pei me go tie da my ankle :) thx darling :)

i love my girlfriends,peeps and darlings deep deep many many lots lots :)