this is gonna be a dam ridiculous post.
then it made me realise that i'm not strong. not at all.
last night my subconscious mind suddenly thought of u for no apparent reason.
and i really dont wanna think anymore.
i jus wanna forget everything!
then just now after my nap. i woke up everything was totally black i feel really horrible.
i dont know y.
i suddenly dont like the lonely dark feeling at all :(
maybe i expected my mum n sis to be back.
worst. i was sweatin when i woke up and my leg suddenly went numb when i get up of bed.
n i FELL! yes! the suddenly of unable to walk for that moment
the feeling was horrible :( really.
during that moment of time :(