so its been a few days without him n i miss him lots
i really do :(
i may seem smiling and all.
bt deep down. i really miss him.
i really love him. i really really do
bt why did it happen?why did it.
on n off i ask this qns. bt wads the use
i jus wait n wait aimlessly.
i hope for the best.
i hope his feelings for me dont disappear is time passes :(
i hope his feeling for her disappear.
i dont wanna tell him anything anymore.
i dont wan to make him feel bad.
dont wan to give him more burden.
so everything is said here,
all my feeling.
maybe things will be better? thats wad keeps me smiling.
till the day that he really goes then i guess its good bye.
bt i wont n dont wan to give up.
and mostly, i dont hate him at all.
n dont really blame him anymore.
to think this fri would be 2nd month.
and the follow mth his birthday
and the followin mth our 3rd mth after tt.
bt that was the pass all in the past now...