so its all over.
totally gone not even a dash of hope.
thats wad. after talking ytd.
so my mind set die die must change to JUST FRIENDS
no matter how long, hard, tired heartbreaking it takes.
i just have to except the fact.
been a really really really tired week for me.
physically n mentally. till i dont know when.
just so tired i really wanna rest.
i badly wan to :(
bt no.. its just the fact which no matter wad i have to keep that in mind.
which kinda result to ccn days being horrible for me.
its great we had so much fun.
bt now. thought i'm slowly healing the wound.
it will takes a long long time. i know :(
i still think its jus too sudden BUT ITS ALL OVER FOR GOOD!
stupid idiot dumb wadever shit it is of me.
so weak n fragile.
sometimes i hate myself.
i really do :(