i hope u do read this..
though i wont know unless u tell me..
just dont know how to convey to u so blogger will do the job..
for me it started ytd thinking over many thing.
was glad u asked n i told u everything abt it.
then came the worst which happen today. just now.
i dont know how or why it happen.
but it did n i was really really really upset.
i rather know the truth then to be kept. though the truth is really hurting.
i thought today would be better after last night.
but no. it got worst only.
n well wad can i say.
just respect wad u say n just wait for thing to be back to norm.
hopefully u would forgetting her. but will it happen???
and the thing that was the most hurting was that it happen for a week for so. it could have been more than a week who know. i wont know for sure.
all i know is i wasnt the only person in ur mind during this period of time.
all i know is for now it wont be back to normal as before.
as i will kept be reminded of it.
the trust? i dont know.
but i do know for sure is that i still do love u.
n i really do hope u will sort ur feeling out.
lastly
i'm feeling really tired for not able to stop tearing :(
it jus keep coming down like nvr ending.