everything is back to square one.
the sucky feeling. haiz.
i really tired to be myself.
bt sometimes i really cant :(
and things jus keep piling up.
firstly, the hamster finally pass away.
then i also accidentally drop and the screen crack.
suppose to had 3 test and end up with only accounting.
which i had high hopes for.
bt i screwed it. haiz. everything i hope/expected gone to improve my results.
n studies haiz. screwed
climbing skills also screwed.
relationship screwed. :(
saw him after sch walkin off with a girl.
i nt suppose to think bt every time i see him the feelings all come back :(
haiz.
y did i get myself into such a situation.
where everything just crumble on me.
the only grateful thing is i'm really grateful my friends are there for me.
bt i keep feeling i'm burdening everyone :(