r u referin to me?? r u?? r u??
yearning back for the past but its impossible n things will NVR be the same again.
i dont know if u know.
but both of us were in the wrong. unless u dont feel u were in the wrong.
to me both of us were.
i understand the feelin.
i went through it before.
not once not twice but i number of time.
keep tellin myself i shouldnt let it happen.
but at the point of time i cant help it.
at the time its was kinda stressful, n a little creepy thinkin of those thoughts.
n now.. wow.. i dont know wad to say. i've no comments.
guess i kinda deserve it i guess.
but still.. i also dont know how to put to words.
it more tiring being happy n sad at the same time then being sad totally.