many many things happen.

the motivational talk ended, 3 days.
i learning so many things .
i just hope i get motivated till the end.
the closing ceremony was the worst.
and i too, did cried badly.
i felt so lucky to have my parents and so but nvr did i work hard enough.
but,
lets work hard together guys, as a class.
i thanks all the instructor who had taught us soo much.
and i'll miss them. :)/:(


*something wrong with my blogskin...

gosh.. what worst can it get.
it rain again!!! grrr...
2 to 3 weeks ago, it was raining at cc com had to be postpone.
this morning, the sun was shinning like anything.
no one even thought it would happen
but it did!
before the bus turn into hta it rain!
from a drizzle to a HUGE downpour! grrr..
totally spoil like anything.
worst we forgetten to bring our school flag.
forgotten all abt it until a saw another school holding the flag.
lucky no point would be deducted we can either borrow or use poncho.
went to coral, dunman and miss cindy soh. found a flag but still?
whats the point! its postpone again.
was sian and all. left school 2 plus back at 6 plus without anything done!
then wanted to watch sky of love again.
we were so desperate that went to check in the papers and net.
8.45 show.. only early 7 and the first row left!
so dint watch and too neos. and pei eileen, jh and jess eat leki thai.
had lots of fun:)
tml suppose to go again but
1.i'm not really in the mood is part of the reason
2.from thurs, fri, sat.
3. tuition and hws

cause one of the schools we ask was dunman.
sorry guys we were worried finding a flag at we got all hyper and stuff.
then ask who we are told them my name they went orh...
so embarrassing.
but then it suddenly made me thought of those memories. kinda miss them and may him a little?
but whats the point.

i read something thought i know i'm not to.
and it when i realise it.
i dint know my expression was so obvious and i'm sorry about it.

at time i know i say the wrong words but i still say it.
sometimes, no many time i hate what comes out of my mouth or being blur.
but what am i to do??
i just, really hope i dint piss or because of this make a person really mad.
cause i really dont mean it.

was suppose suppose suppose to watch sky of love at cathay.
reached there at 5.30 or so and puff...
the tickets for 6.10 show are sold out!
only 3 individual sits left.
suppose to watch it ytd then today and now i'm not sure when can i watch.
i wan wanna watch it!

was super tired last night.
suppose to sleep early 10
but when i refill my hamsters food.
i realise 1 went missing.
dint know how long it had been gone.
i was super dead tired and sian.
could sleep well the night.
that might be the reason why i'm totally OFF this morning.
ppl who been to my hse knows how messy is it.
then while using the com heard some noise
a relief to find it. :)

thanks zi ying for the mai ya thang. if that is the han yu pinyin


had so much fun during the school holidays, i still feel i'm in holiday mood when school is reopening tml!!
there is still hw left to do and i'm here blogging.
i just wan to slack but i cant!

my 150 post!





its my 149 post! sure is fast.
if its 150 post its better. cause it will look better.
ok dont lame anymore.

so today its my birthday!! 17!
i really enjoyed myself a lot guys.
thanks thanks and many many thanks for everything.
from the tweety balloon to birthday cake and then the wonderful teddy bear!
(tonight i will ONLY sleep with my teddy. only you!)
really enjoyed myself at sentosa today!
at the beach with the food, playing frisbee, vollyball.
and for throwing me in the sea!
thought it rain, we still had a great time!
also sorry jessica kept using ur phone to take photos.
hope it doesnt spoil, keep taking photos in the rain.
i'm grateful for it all.
really thanks for really making it super duper special for me.

then i've 2 birthday cakes :)
one with my darlings the other with my family :)

upload some of the photos another day.
cause there some problem with the server.

last of words.
i'm lovin it :)
many many huggs and kisses to u guys.

ytd when school for fnn.
only me, kirstie and li ting came.
was super stupid.
went home and back to school to help out the nco course.

not sure when will i be free for lunch...

went to the sec 1 orientation camp ytd and today.
90% of the time i was slacking.

if that is gonna happen it wont be special to me anymore.
will it be special as i think it will??
pls let it be...

frustrated over many things ytd
1. my english teacher.
among the 6 assignment i handed up he only indicate that i have only done 2.
its like. totally......
and be cause of that i fail badly for ca1.
2. my father.
its great that he come back.
but he starts to nag and nag about every single thing from top to bottom.
i dont have time for certain things and he wants me to help with his things.
3. my studies, i'm starting to struggling with my work and there's still np.
with camp and more camp. how am i able to do my work.
4. a sickening bug just landed on me and it really pist me off.
making my mood no better.
then this morning i might have woken on the wrong side of bed.
cause i'm irritated for dont-know-what-ever reason?
dont understand my maths and worst, there's fnn lesson during the holidays.
monday to web 9 to 2.
it clashes with my camp along with my birthday.
guess no more celebration.
i wanted to celebrate as last year many thing happen.
even now at times if it's mention, i'll feel upset and all.

i'll getting more irritated easily this few days.

feeling very rotten today. just rotten.
got back english and i failed.
just by a few marks by i felt i did badly.
got back other results too. most were just a mere past.
yet, i'm unable to concentrate on my studies yet cause of cc com!
keep postponing till 22 march. gosh.
if it carries on when am i gonna start studying
then tong yee told me romantic princess cast coming to singapore.
want to go but dint have anyone to accompany me along.
anyway its just kinda rotten.

here are the photos :)


so ytd morning totally sucks!
cc com was postpone due to rain.
now the stress about cc com will still be left in my mind for a week more.
worst, next week clashes with many things.
sec 1 orientation, sec 3 nco course and zy is going overseas.
so it totally sucks.
but my mood improve a little when i decided to go to heeren and search for my long lost soundtrack.
i found it:) after weeks of searching and cause of common test and so. i found it :)
then went to yong liang's church (bbtc) to hear a talk about this guy's life.
(might thing is boring but it's super interesting)
best was his ascent! haha. yup he's from london not a singporean.
then after the talk, walk to bedok interchange for supper.
with michelle, jessica, zemin and yong liang and an extra someone came along.
had satay, mutton soup and a watermelon desert.
shall add the photo the next round cause they are with jessica.
overall i enjoyed myself just on the morning. cause of the stupid weather.
now its going to rain AGAIN!