i cut my hair to SHORT!
yup my long long hair is gone.
here and then still kinda regret but then its ok.
also what wrong with me these few days.
keep being sick.
dint go to school today.
but ended went to lp with mic and i did my fnn coursework.

sometime i feel drifted.
i'm always doing things at the wrong time.

anyway the Os results was out.
eileen did well buts still not us to her expectation.
jiahui i not very sure
i felt real bad like not able to be there for them.
anyway to think it will be super hard to get to the course i want.
what am i to do.
then there is also you. which i bet you will totally, never realised.

sometimes i really hate who i am...

i went to tp ytd.
was fun but at the some time.....
after that went to tm.
mic suppose to go night safari after that but dint went.
we er ren si jie almost the whole of tm.
lots and lots of fun!!!

had been sick since tue night.
but i'm feeling much better now.

its always me, always me that make me late.
why dont you think that sometime it is u.
maybe i should just go to school by myself to save u the trouble.
always saying i never take this, finish that.

i'm also very tired of it. maybe you are too.
keep lying to people around us about my studies.
worst, saying it right in front of me.
have you thought about my feelings?
do you think i want it to turn out like this?
no i myself dont want it. but how? what can i do about it.

after know 'your' results, i feel worst about myself.
i thought i could do well or do well.
but 'your' results made me felt WORST.

another thing, i wish someone had not told me something.
i rather not know.
maybe its best not to know anything at all.
something someone said made me feel a little restless.
i dont wish to know. dont want to know. but i'm told.

nothing seems right these days. haven even ask my father about my outing i'm having this sat.
will you allow??


i've been keeping... all this while.
now, later, no one will know...
but suddenly, it seems that it has disappeared..
where has it gone...

today is the first day of ' back to school'.
kinda slacks, chit chating and played games among ourselves.
nothings much happen.
but one things. i think mr tay is super glad with our results.
he ask N1 and N2 to stay abck after school. guess what.
he bought both classes 4 box of pizza.

then after school pei wan yi go central develope her photos.
went home and watch toyko juliet.

just now somethings freaking happen to me!
yucks. thinking about it.
was going to the toliet to wash my hands. then like something drop from my hair. a bit rubber felling. thought was nothing. then later look on the floor got this super big lizard.
feelings super sick inside me.

its the first day so nothing much yet.
but missing and people at puma:(