firstly i wan to apologise to u for what happen ytd.
ya i'm sorry for not telling u and made u so sian after that.
then i thought after so many years with u.
after so much we have been through and so much u have help me.
why am i still lke this.
all i wan to say is that i hope i dont not repeat the same mistake again.
i'm glade u told me or i still wouldnt realise.

anyway i was think should i go for the ci course?
i wan to come back and help
but there are so many buts.
i dont know.

things seem better at time but at others it doesnt.
it still is the same.