i suppose to have lots of things to say but now??
the one and only thing is that, i gonna miss everyone in puma :(


so just an hour or so more to a new year, a new beginning.
many things, good and bad has happen through out this year.
be it ended everything went well at the end of the year.
i'm very thankful and grateful for everything from the bottom of my heart. really.
just hope next year things will go smoothly.
there will be cc com and my Os :(



gonna miss them lots. thanks for the memories...













ytd and today, did stalk take at warehouse.

Chocolates, chocolates and more chocolates!
i have the sudden crave for chocolates!!!

shyanne gave me this box which was a box of chocolates from grace:)


this, is from ben to shyanne


the puma version of my school top -.-


i told theresa of someone.
guess no matter what, i was say it out.
but i will never say it to the someone.

its gonna be a long draggy day at work today...

christmas celebration with them was fun.
with all the wonderful gifts :)
thought we celebrated at downtown -.-
all the fun and laughter
but today michelle and eileen has gone to malaysia. :(
(i miss wan yi like crazy)

today many of my colleague went outside for stock take. haiz.
y must it be like that
then in the office so sian.


this are the cupcakes i bought for them as christmas presents.


cant really see clearly so i took michelle's cupcake as an example. hehe.









then all these are the presets i receive for chirstmas.
yes. including the bag.




yup. so i've bought their presents :)
later gonna collect it.
hope they will like it.

sat and sun have been going out till reached home 11plus, 12plus?
been enjoying myself forgotten to my one of my colleague present.
anyway sorry jia hui for listening to all my nonsense.

toda, i'm in a goodie mood :)
also received quite a number of present :)
shi jia super funny went around giving little gifts to everyone.
like some santa. haha.
wen bin super nice bought me a converse bag.
its like omg. still say $10 budget. :S
seems the best christmas eve every!
partly cause my family dont celebrate christmas and more present give and take!

just a few more days left and its all over :(

wed after work, meet up with michelle and the anderson people.


supposedly, i was able to blog.
but after lunch wen bin gave me quite a lot of work to do.

so i'll talk about my N lvl results first.
i got 15 points for my L1R5.
but too bad its N lvls not O lvls.
i feel i can do better for my english,maths and comb science.
i was most glad for my humanities.
got a 2 which is good for me cause i have always been failing my ss.
i dint get any one but overall else its alright.
and wan yi cheer up.
we will all do much much better next year. :)
i still have an appointment with u.

today, there was an np outing.
but the timing to meet up so too early thus i cant make it. :(
i really want to go though.

then i also kinda felt bad about wen bin.
my lunch was only for an hour.
but i went with theresa and shi jia to eat. hehe.
then we kinda came back late.
wen bin called me to asked where was i and he dint sound very happy. sorry.
anyway i've finished all the work you have given to me :)

had an enjoyable time at lunch with shi jia and theresa.
buts its a week more before i leave:(
lastly, i'm able to join CC COM!
its the only competition i'm allowed to participate till my Os next year.
and hope its the only major competition.

i'll miss them lots...

OMG! i just realise realise i have posted more than a hundred.

many things happening this weekend..

firstly, jia hui and eileen ask me to join cc.
frankly speaking i dont mind joining.
but my parent do not approve of it.
i still thinking wad should i do.
michelle and jessica both are joining.
and if i dont join will be like...
i really very confuse.
i'm also afraid what if it will affect my studies next year.
next year iwll be a very important year for me.
if i dont do well ofr my O's i wont be able to go for the course i want to study in poly.
the things which made me felt worst was one msg which jh sent to.

wad am i to do.
i really dont know.

then there is also the N level posting results tml.
i'm really very scared.
what if i'm not able to do well enough for sec 5??

stayed at home on sat to refurnish my room.
now its much much neater.

then whole of sunday. i went out.
went to the farms at lim chu kang.
the goat farm. i was the biggest kid???
then the fish spa. the feeling of the fishes nibbling your leg was super ticklish.
but an interesting experience.

then in the evening was a small little gathering with my old tuition friends.
which include julian, darren and josephine.
its been a long while since i last see them. especially.
we watched movie and went to the arcade to play games.
we also played pool.
i was grouped with darren.
my lousy skills made us loose terribly. sorry darren.

overall truthfully i kinda feel a little left out.
when i saw you.. i suddenly had a little feelings for u again

then lunch there was a early christmas celebration by puma.
there was food including a log cake.
i was miss everyone a lot when i leave.
the people i will miss more will be wen bin, theresa and shi jia.

nobody will know or understand this feeling in me.
it has been a hard and tiring journey with many ups and down.

wadever am i going to do if i'm unable to attend jia hui birthday today.
thats y whole morning no mood.
on the bus with wen bin.
kept myself distracted by playing handphone games.
i cried twice once last night, once this morning in the office.
i miss out a lot this year.
it's eileen and jiahui last year.
but i miss out in a lot of things.
each and everyone of their birthday.
thought i did attended michelle birthday,
the effort i contributed was tremendously little.
no one can understand this feeling in me.

i was super down, i know wen bin dint like the look on my face.
but wad am i to tell him? i cant tell.

i really have no assignment to do this few days.
no dl cause i've finished all of it.
nothing to do.
want to slack but sometime cant.

i've been a very bad / naughty girl.

its so embarrassing!!
shyanne played the msg ring tone i sent to her.
its like. the WHOLE office can hear it!
*wear to cover my face*

planning a tuition outing.
but i'm like the person planning. which i dont like at all!
this time more ppl can make it.
just hope yi wen and rachel can come too.

wen bin is sick today! *sobsob*
and the stupid max kept teasing me about him.

i've finished my globe puzzle!!!
took me 3 night an hour plus with the help from my sis.

since wb isnt here.
i feel like going home.
there will be more things to do.
rather than in the office.
think i will rot by the end of the day.

i miss jia hui and eileen soo much.
just a few more days i can see them!

so sent her to the airport this morning.
when will it be, the next time i see her?
2 years? 5 years? or 10 years later?
she cried last night. shed tears at the the airport.
but i can do nothing to help.

bought a globe jigsaw puzzle!
at last i finally have one.
but it was super costly.

then to the book fare both sat and sunday to see wanyi.
the stupid Anderson ppl kept teasing me about someone.
worst my work place max also kept teasing me.
super embarrassing.

my father came back from overseas.
he bought the show heros.
but its season 2!!!
haven know about season 1 i dont want to watch season 2.

ytd was my sis birthday.
happy belated birthday!
its also my cousin's wife first child born.
so my sis and him have the same birthday.

i will miss her like crazy...

this week pass very fast.
what about next week and the week after that??
2 things i dread is come nearer asnd nearer.
so little time with so much to do.
tml worst.
gonna have tuition.
haven taken back my result and is already like...

yesterday, today dint help wen bin anything. :(
cause he's been busy with the trade show.
instate help theresa and shi jia with the trade show fileing and pack the leftovers from the warehouse sale.
it was fun but there is something missing in me. (i feel)
then during lunch and in the warehouse, shi jai said something :)
shall not say what is it:)

next week with be karina's last week.
she haven't told the in charge or so.
next week then say.
but will there be enough time???

i dont know ad to do with many things.
i feel separated.
wanting to be 2 places at once.
it's totally wrong.
i dont know.
what should i do.

no work for me today cause i have finish all my daily assignments :)
also there is a trade show.
now helping theresa with the catalog filling.

was busy the pass few days to blog.
anyway np chalet, camp and farewell night was great!
thought there were a little ups and downs overall its alright.
these will be the last few enjoyable memories i will have for my npcc.
cause next year will be Os and i really have to concentrate to get to the course i want in poly.
i'm afraid i cant do it.
lots of things i wan to say about the camp and farewell night!
but too much to type.

i just hope next are annual camp till be like this year.
with the CIs and VIs will in a room watching movie and all.

this week thought, everyone of us is busy:
1. eileen and jia hui and eileen has gone for cibt till 22dec.
i'll miss them like crazy.
2. michelle had gone for her church camp till 8dec.
she dint bring her phone along.
meaning i cant contact her!!!
3. lastly me, wanyi and jessica all have to work!!
4. my father has also gone overseas till 8dec.
looks like everyone is either busy are not around.

i'm very glad with my job:)
i did a very big improvement in the sales.
shall show the table when i get it from wb.
work this week too, is busy.
more for the permanent staff.
cause there is a trade show going, showing the things for next year.

ytd while closing my father's car door, my thumb got in the way.
since ytd morning till now it hurts.
with my nail bledding inside.

10 dec she will be leaving and i dont know if i will every see her again.
i've been busy with my job to stay at home spending time with her.
i dont want her to leave.
but i know its not possible.
even if she dont leave now later or so she will definitely leave.

18 dec.
it will be the day i know my Ns result.
i really wish to do well.
karina gonna stop work before the results.

everytime had an ending.
be it now or later.
it all has to come to an end