sometimes things doesn't seem like...
or is it???
it seems like every time i'm around he will be out.
heard from karina, when i'm away, he will be staying till quite late.
it is coincidence or wad???
just faking thing to make it seem better.

i'm working half day today.
cause i've np chalet, farewell and np camp.
so the next time i will be blogging will be nest week.

help wen bin to print things.
and i got cut my paper AGAIN!
this has been the FOURTH time i've been cut by it.

wait for chalet and farewell.
what is installed???

ytd it was raining.
cause he wasnt feeling well, he came late.
it was raining and msged me ' do i have an umbrella?'
brought an umbrella and waiting for him at the bus stop.
i dint think so much.
but then realised we had to share the umbrella *hehe*
it was a short walk.
but i enjoyed the short time under it together.

things i did this weekend:

saturday...
went pula ubin to cycle with michelle and her church friend.
stupid michelle ask me go then ended i'm like that only person not from the church.
had lots of fun till michelle lose her balance while going down hill.
it was super scary. you wont wan to know what happen.
i also dont wan to mention it.
but lucky she is fine, was still able to eat dinner with me:)
part of the reason to go cycling was to exercise as it had been ages since i last exercise.
next its to tan myself.
but i dint get much darker :(

sunday...
went to watch enchanted with my sister and mother.
the movie i NICE i say.
5 stars i rate it myself :)
cause of the animation and graphics, songs, animals.
i love everything about the show!!!

i have been waiting for long for this day:
i've finally done my assigments!!!

a few minutes ago, next door was having a shoe sale.
karina and i went there.
at first i thought it would be costly.
but karina ask debbie who said they cost ONLY 12 per pair!
consisting of high heels and boots!
the sizes of the shoes are 6, which most of us here can wear.
but it was only for a short while.
they said they will sell these shoes during a warehouse sale.
reason why they are cheap cause they are sample shoes.
but i find its ok.
too bad i dint buy cause i dont know how to match them with my clothes.

there will be a puma warehouse sale on the 1st n 2nd dec.
i think that includes other sports brands as well.
i'm to help out with the preparation. -seems fun-
but it clashes with my camp!
i need the camp schedule before i can plan my things.
waiting for it...but it seems like ages....

this week, every thing dont not seem right.
twice this week i've been late.
the work i have been doing is slower.
maybe its because i'm sick?
yes i still am.

also, i dint attend both drill com and open house.
i feel go guilty.
its like because of work, i have to sacrifice certain things.
but i MUST go for annual camp.

things i want to do:
1. having an overnight stay with my friends...
2. going to jurong est swimming complex!!!
3. watch ENCHANTED!!
(i'm so eager to watch it)
4. buy more clothes... ( cause i've been wearing the same few clothes to office)

waiting for their eyes to open.....

should i or should i not go for tomorrow's open house???
had been sick since sunday but still went to work cause of the work load.
if i dont come who is gonna help him??

still deciding should i go?
i missing them sooo much?
saw them last sat but why does it seems that it was ages since i last see them.


its been a long while since i came to work early.
reason dint meet wen bin. haha.
if i where to meet him i'll reached work just in time :)
my work place here is getting colder each day.
i came not long i'm my hands are freezing already.
later there is drill com.
i wonder how many school came????
then after that michelle and guys will come my place here for lunch.
that is if they know how to come.
dont know why but i want then to come there :)
ok shall end here.
and get cracking with my daily assignment.

at last i'm blogging.
cause wen bin and the other staff has gone for a meeting.
worst, the room is just next to me.

i'm not sure when will the nex time be when i blog.
but many things has happening these few days i dont know where to start.
ayway last night when for dinner with michelle, jh and the anderson ppl for dinner.
gosh do they take super long just to find a place to eat.
kinda of frustrated but it was ok for me in the end.
another thing is that the hamster we and wan yi shared gave birth to 3!
i hope they can survive.
some how i do wan them at other time i dont.

i have many mix feelings going on the my mind these few days.
feeling which i dont not want.
everything about it is all wrong.
the reason to it---> he treats me too nice.
also i have concluded that he only treat me as his sister.

all my papers are all over!
cl b?? i wonder? can i do well?

shall end here.
the work load i have today gave me mood swings and lose my appetite for lunch.
there is yet to complete.
i haven even started on my daily assignment.
worst, i promise him that i complete 4 sets.
now i think i'm not even able to do one.

so i've been blogging much much lesser due to:
1. the the laptop at home cant be use
2. too much work to blog at work

my work load is forever piling.
thus it results to unfinish food, lots of leftovers.

so i have been busy at work and the laptop at home as virus.
thus it means i have lesser time to blog!
but since i come to work early, i have some time to blog a post.
friday.
today is the day that at last karina come to work.
she had been sick since sat??ya
and one of my temp colleague got sack. haiz.
i have said it many times but i am really glad that i have npcc as my cca.
or i think i wound be on/off going to work.
meaning sooner or later i would be sack!
lucky i'm constant.
just hope at the end of the month with np camps and chalet it wont affect it.

to talk about my work...
i have tonnes of thing to do.
its time consuming and since i started work have been doing OT.
my father once said that its not good for a temp staff to work so hard and keep doing ot.
but the problem is my advisor keep asking me to do them.
is it good or bad??
but the person i'm under treats me real good.
he gives me chocolates, biscuits and many more to come to come.
since my advisor is at the back of me.
i shall end here.