so i have finshed the assigment given to me.
waiting for further instructions.
now i understand how come there will be problems in stocks delivery.
bacause of people like me and karina!
plus there aer also carelessness here and there.
okie. shall continue tonight.

-left house at 7am reached home at 8pm
-each trip takes about an hour and fifteen minutes.


yes yes yes...
today is my first day of work.
karina was sick to work.
but it was better than expected.
my colleagues were very friendly.
not as bad as what karina said they were. haha.
then i'm under this guy, wenbin, who has tonnes of work for me to do.
the work are alright but very time consuming.
my back aches at the end of the day.
i just hope that i do not type in the wrong info.
i keep having this feeling that i have errors.
what if i really do.
then all my hard work goes down the drain...
guess its a habit as when i was young my father use to check my hw. hehe.
then wen bin treated me and 2 of my other colleagues lunch :)
he even gave me chocolates.
first day already work ot. haha.

ytd...
went to buy my office clothes as i was going to work on monday.
then ate at coffee club.
yummy.
the food there is delicious BUT expensive.
went to lp mac, meet up with michelle and elsen.
i was rotting over there!
they were studying while i was doing nothing.
suppose to pass my dictionary to felix but i came home late.
watch casino royal with my mother till 2 before sleeping.

today...
so went to take back my bag when my mother said it was not suitable!
also made bus pass and pass my dictionary to felix.
tomorrow is my first day of work but KARINA GAN IS SICK!
i've to go ALONE.

at last i have finished all 178 episode of prince of tennis.
yes i know its kiddy or so.
the irritating thing was the very last episode on 'animeepisode' had problem.
lucky youtube has it thought its not as clear.
however,internet explorer had problem.
causing the screen to close.
or i would be asleep now! *GRRRRR!*
conclusion,the endin was very touching.
so i'm gonna sleep.

went swimming with jessica.
ended with suntan playing in the water.
only swam 2 laps.
but it was fun.
follow on when for dinner.
james give us free jape steam egg. haha.
then we did a little shopping before going home.
i enjoyed myself a lot with you!
came home. and had a terrible quarrel with my mother. haiz.

i doubt i can go to the course i wan to after Os next year.

went we view drill com training today.
well . fancy is almost complete.
except for coordination.
suppose to go swimming after that however, went to wy chalet again.
then we heard meowing sound.
and we found this kitten in the bushes.
its like soo tiny. just born.
there something wrong with the kitten or so. cause there were flies and we could removed it from the bushes.
i felt terribly helpless.
i dint even dare to go grab the kitten.
but the kitten gonna die.
maybe cause of this i had mood swings.
sorry wy and jess.

so last night went to wan yi chalet.
yes. after my class chalet, wy chalet was next.
but i dint stay there.

before, we went to eat BEN AND JERRY!
yummy yummy.
ages since the last time i ate.
ate with jess and mic.
and took lots of photos. camera hoar.

starting, i refuse to bbq, not wanting my hair/body to smell of bbq AGAIN but at the end i hack care.
cause bbq is fun!
me michelle and xin yi bbq fun such as: hot dog, fish ball, crab meat, chicken wing, satay and otah!
we had interesting combination.
hot dog/crab meat with dip in honey.
we even spread honey on the satay.
it all taste well :)

me: are the hotdog ok?
mic/xin yi: huh? hot dog?
me: ya. hotdog (pointing at the FISHBALL!)
then all started laughing.

then i was like omg!
this incident also repeated a number of times.
mic was also influence by my 'hot dog' !

left the place 11 plus.
and me and mic taking under her block.
it seem ages since we talked like that.
topics were random.
reached home 12 plus meant we talked about an hour!


photos:















so the class chalet has ended!!
i've decided to summarise the pass 3 days instate of typing each day's activity.
it was quite a success and i got closer with a few of my classmates :)
however, day 2 and 3, there were less then 10 people.
how disappointing.
the only lousy thing is that I CANT STAY OVER NIGHT!!
(cause about 12 plus or so i'm already tired)
also, i cant stop feel that the chalet toilet is creepy.
but i really really enjoy myself lots!
cause its my first class chalet!
yess its terribly miserable. haha.
poor jess after the chalet, she sick!
recover fast.

it's also nice of wy to lend me HSM 2! (dont worry i WILL return)
at last i'm able to watch.



good news, i've found a job.
will also be working with karina, someone to work with so i'm not alone.
gonna start work on monday.
finally, i'm able to earn some cash.
really short of cash this few days.
hope everything goes smoothly.

i lost my lip gloss and need to buy a new one:(





photos during the chalet:











this was the best photo. haha.
blackie jessica. no more blackie eileen.


I'll be back on 23 October!

i'm just rotting.
got a called for a customer service job.
but 'how nice' there were 16 other people there too.
guess what. karina was one of them!
i dint expect her to be there.
even so its like all my hope or so just vanished into thin air.
seeing the number of teens going for the interview as well.
i'm so sick and tired.
people around me all found job.
but i'm just wasting time.
will i eventually find a job??

jessica,
if u ever read this?
i just want to apologise for whatever reason it is.
i'll always be there for you.
and you need not feel insecure.

cant stand waiting for that call.
so i went searching for job again today. *alone*
wanyi couldnt make it.
now the interview is over, it's another long waiting.

a kitten's outside my house.
for whatever reason it is, weird/cute
thanks there is elsen to accompany me :)

it happen again.
almost every night it will repeat.
will it ever stop?
or is she able to change?
i dont know.
i hate hearing all those quarrels.
the worst thing is HE'S going overseas.
i just dont know how to help.
how to end the conflict.
is sent her home the best option?
i just dont know.
sick and tired.

feelings are meant to be bottled up..
when the time is right it will be revealed..

i dint feel well yesterday.
had
headache.
bad cramps.
and vomited.
with most of my dinner ended in the toilet bowl.

woke up with jelly legs.
ate very little too.
most of my leftover were eaten by my sister!
she really eats a lot.

i'm waiting for a call badly!

some photos of the hamster!









it all seem werid to me.
somewhere inside is all wrong.
but i'm not sure of it.
the sudden tiredness...

ytd
me, wanyi and jessica met earlier and bought a pair of hamster!
so ended i bought skinnies.
michelle and jia hui and some suveryor job and received 'TWENTY'
haha.
and it was sweet of them to got us ice cream sweet.
sorry i dint eat much.
felt so guilty.
they bought for me wanyi and jessica and i counldnt even manage to finish one ice cream.
wasted their money.
then later met eileen and ate dinner.
jia hui and eileen were SUPER SWEET!
they made card for us.
thanks lots.
it will be added to my collection:)

yesterday, today.
went to tampaines prime supermarket.
cause EILEEN say there sold CHEAP skinny jeans.
monday went with jessica
couldnt find the shop.
ended the someone said it would be sold tomorrow.
so...
me and jessica walk from there to tamp SAFRA.
pro rite? haha.
went there to play pool.
but i lose to jessica TERRIBLY :(
but it was good practice for a beginner like me.
its my second time playing.
suppose to meet michelle after her poa paper.
but she decided to go germaine house to plays SIMS 2!
pang seh me and jessica.
ended went home.
but today, go there.
the skinnies wasnt cheap and some lousy brand.
the only thing is this time michelle went along with me.
we did try the jeans.
my conclusion, not to buy for myself cause feel uncomfortable in it.
but think i might change my mind tomorrow.

both days waste my time.
but i had fun.
spending my time alone with michelle and jessica.
ate at pastamania with more the half a bottle of cheese added.
it ended i had indigestion.

tomorrow going to another place.
but again, to find, buy skinny jeans.
not sure am i buying.

looking forward to find a job.
its getting restless at home.

just when you think that everyting is perfect.
the people around you are feeling so sad.
how i wish i'm of help.
feeling so useless at times.
other time, feeling that i'm a lousy terrible friend.

yesterday had a great night sleep.
my exams are all over and i dont need to go think so much anymore.
jia you the rest of my friends who are still having their exams.
just a bit more to go!

went to converse warehouse sale this morning with my daddy and sis.
wow! the place was hot.
it was also quite crowed.
bought some shirt and a bad.
wanted to buy shoes but in the end dint.
2 things i saw irritate me.

1.my current school bag which cost only $15 there

2.my jacket which michelle and friends bought for my birthday cost $30

after that went to meet wan yi
we went to lp to search for a shop to do my extension.
so i manage to find one.
the cost of each bundle was reasonable.
suppose to do 1 2 bundle but ended with 6
i'm satisfied with it :)
i also had my consultant there (wan yi)
went to ws after that
also met up with jia hui and michelle there later.
bought our things before going home.

some photos of my extension

dont think so much.
everything will turn out fine sooner or later.
we still gonna have a pair of hamster to keep TOGETHER
dont forget :)






AT LAST MY Ns ARE OVER!
its been weeks since i last post.

overall the papers were alright
except for a maths paper 1
i could not manage.
but lucky i wasnt the only person who found it tough.
then F&N too.
i mind was not able to absorb much information.
but i'm glad that it's all over.
now its just to hope for the best for the coming results.
jiayou michelle and jessica for your coming papers.
then we can ALL enjoy:)

suppose to do hair extension today but some thing crop up. ya.
so tomorrow i'll be going.
the thing is i dont even know where has.
well we'll have to do some searching.
sorry to bother you wan yi :(

it ended i went to search of things i wanted to get after my exams.
out of 3 things i manage do get one.
the other 2. lets forget about it.

i realise that if anything were to happen or what so ever,
i'll be the last person on earth to know from you.
or maybe even worst, you WONT even tell me.
sometimes i feel your tone towards me seems you dont bother.
but what ever it is i dont want to bother so much.
neither do i want to repeat that mistake. never ever.