only 4 days but it seem like a long time since i last blog..

its been terrible.
i've gotten back some of my results but
MY RESULTS TOTALLY SUCK UP!
it was a total failure.
a few papers i fail by a few marks.
other just border line passes.
i yet to receive a few more papers however i dont want to look at anymore papers.
all the subjects were totally below my expectation.
and i was totally in a terrible mood.
one paper after another each worst then what i expect.
and i couldnt control.
during english went to the toilet... and i cried.
i felt totally bad about myself.
the worst thing was that my mother bought me a new handphone to encourage me.
if i told her all my results she will totally be disappointed.
then went back to class thought it would be better but just before recess again i ......
i was already upset.
and when i receive my chem i was more demoralised.
the results was ok but i could do better. overall combine science i only pass.
alvin also piss me off.
i totally sick and tired of him.
really irritating..

thanks for comforting me during those period wan yi and michelle.. thanks..
i also realised one thing.
the time i spent will you guys seem like months but it it only less then a month!!
time really flies when you are enjoying yourself..
but it drags a lot when you are not..

tml is teachers cum acer's day.
better go now..
michelle chan is at my hse helping me to make sandwich but i'm here blogging..
still got lots of things to do..

hope to do really well for my N levels.










i went to watch hairspray with my family.
there was lots of singing and dancing in the show.
you might say it's kiddy
but is not bad. kinda fun.
just that the main character is not those pretty beautiful girl.

then when to to buy a hp for my sis.
i bought my new phone last week (w580i)
then my sis is (w660i)
ya both phones have about the same functions..
but then that we have our new phones and not phone pass by my father we wont pester them anymore..

i'm goin study at mac cafe again tml :)

my prelims are over!!
yes totally over!!
now i have to wait for the result.
just hope it wont be so terrible.

if i cant cope my prelims how am i able to cope my N lvl!!
even when i tried my best and still i am unable to do..
how will i cope for the national exam???
i'm physically and memtally tired..

had my prelims..
i'm not sure how well i will do..
but i know i did badly for my chinese and maths..
i'm taking B chinese but still i'm unable to do..

we have the same phone...

promise are meant to be broken...

dint go to school today..
cause i'm too tired.. :(

i am just unable to control those tears...

must watch RUSH HOUR 3!!!
its really funny...

i went to watch rush hour 3 with michelle and eileen just now..
reached home not long ago..
2 things occurred..
first, the cinema had some technical problem.
then there was this couple sitting next to michelle quarrel..
and the worst thing was she cried..
but it was the guy's fault. :(
ok shan't talk about it.
it's quite a story..
overall it was an enjoyable time :)

it has been a long time since i had this much fun..
when will it be the next time that we will be able to go out again..
i will look forward to that day :)

giving somebody advise..
when someone give me before....

had national celebration in school today..
and it was like primary school!!
our school sang songs, gave each student a flag and had those tattoo!!
omg.. back being a primary school kid.

as usual, every secondary school there will be uniform group taking over.
and because the weather was hot and 2 incident happen in front of me, i was worried about the people there..
good thing they were strong and endure the whole way.
it was then followed by a totally boring talk which i dint listen at all.
during this period, some boys from n2 and n1 made a high flag
and then the choir was singing, it was like everyone competed whose flag was the highest!!
mr gng was also in a good mood and joke with us.
so we went back to class with 3 period, a total bore.
lucky our class has a lesson of pe.
but maths came first and had to do 2 graph.
kinda getting sick of maths with test and practices.
it was recess before pe.. was a joke!!
so we played floorball with the guy UNDER THE HOT SUN!!!
but it was soooo fun!!
really enjoyed myself and all.
the stupid thing was that me michelle and jessica had singapore flag on our head when playing!!
yes it is silli and stupid but who cares just have fun!!
then our principle gave a talk but again dint pay attention.
one of the reason was cause it was after pe as most of us were perspiring.

it was last minute decision.
michelle and i decided to visit wan yi at the same time pass her her art hw.
i went to the art room and cover wy work while michelle had to stay back cause she was late on tue. * to save time*
then we decided to buys some things.
we bought flowers and some fruits for her!!!
it was totally budget as it was last minute but its the thought that counts rite???
with so many things to carry it was difficult to get around especially when we go on and alight from the bus.
we to wan yi hse and stay there till 2plus.
i came home and michelle had some church thingy.

i just want to say i love you guys so much..
no one can ever replace you..
especially YOU!
you were able to forgive the most..
you were the best since the past and in the future you will still be..
thank you so much for giving me another chance..
hugs and kisses :)

today is cca commendation cum service award 2007
and i had to go. its just a waste of time..
before that, school lessons was totally boring..
i dint had the mood to do another maths paper..
i think i'm going to flung it!!!

so during the commendation, service thingy, the hall was totally hot and super stuffy!!!
it was also boring.
then there was also the candle lighting thingy.
guess what!! i cant believe the Christabel was head prefect!!
i mean is like unbelievable. i also dont think she is able to do a good job.
i just cant imagine it.
then just after the thing ended, a boy fainted..
it was totally shocking!!
it also made me remember of the time during npcc day the last rehearsal one guy fainted..
haiz..
then there was a dance performance and dont know why this girl's pants the button came lose!!
but i really envy her. she was still able to continue,recover.
so bother were shocking incident that no one wanted it to happen.
there was a buffet and the few of us went to eat.
me and michelle greedy pig, took 2 serving. haha.
walk with michelle, eileen, jiahui and jessica to ws before going home..

pretty please that wan yi a quick recovery and back to normal..
prps held sing singapore competition today..
it made me realise that 4 years has pass since i graduated from my pri school..
quiet a number of my classmates want to pon school tml..
someone asked me am i going to blog.. hmmm.. i wonder why???

last night, quarrel..
just before i woke up, heard quarrelling again..
the worst was she cried..

had english paper 1 today.
dont know if i'll do well.
but i did my best.

i just feel that you kinnda dislike me..
maybe it will take awhile..

ok.. so she's back..
she was outside the house waiting for us to return..
supposedly we waited for her but she came home late..
so wadever.. some plans had to be readjusted..
this feeling just returned..
what am i suppose to do??
i feel that i'm broken into 2 parts.
where should i go to??
i just hate this feeling..
it never be the same as before can it?
and wadever..
i just hate many things now..
one of it is my house..
you wont want to know..
and i suddenly dont have the mood to study anymore..
what happen..
why must these things happen now..


4th august 2007
slack in the morning but did some work in the afternoon.
thought i dint mange to finish much.
did my work bits of here and there.
then went century square, jack's place for dinner.
but went shopping at metro first.
bought a bag.
ate dinner 9plus and michelle message asked me tml want to go mac cafe study.
reached home 11 plus and dint have the mood to finish my a maths notes so bathe and went to sleep.

5th august 2007
had a maths tuition in the morning, learn sets.
but still dont understand what is it about
then when to mac cafe to meet michelle, eileen, jessica and jia hui.
later alson came and this guy wen bin.
ate subway sandwich for lunch. *yummy!*
stayed there till 6 plus.
but I DINT COMPLETE MUCH WORK!!!
then came home to blog.

thanks a lot for today..
wanyi better hurry recover..
i've no morel to study or do any work..
someone please give me morel..
cool+to go=delight








no more .... games for me!!
i totally suck at it!