nobody will know or understand this feeling in me.
it has been a hard and tiring journey with many ups and down.

wadever am i going to do if i'm unable to attend jia hui birthday today.
thats y whole morning no mood.
on the bus with wen bin.
kept myself distracted by playing handphone games.
i cried twice once last night, once this morning in the office.
i miss out a lot this year.
it's eileen and jiahui last year.
but i miss out in a lot of things.
each and everyone of their birthday.
thought i did attended michelle birthday,
the effort i contributed was tremendously little.
no one can understand this feeling in me.

i was super down, i know wen bin dint like the look on my face.
but wad am i to tell him? i cant tell.