people all around me getting As for their cca grade.
how disappointing.
is attendance the most important??
i just feel like giving up if i dont get it.

earlier i said it couldnt be found.
but it was actually in front of me all a long.
of all things why this.
i hate this to be the last thing of earth to be kept from me.
if i dint found would you have told me?
i doubt so.
i feel i keep bluffing myself.
there will be no miracle.