i need some space.
to let everything out.
cause i can tell no one.

its her birthday tomorrow and i'm like totally of no help.
i feel totally useless, suck up.
everyone else is helping to create a wonderful day for her.
but me? i dint contribute.
someone please tell me i did...
has everything been gotten over??
no i dont think so.

my prelims results also suck up!!
i did so badly for almost all papers.
they were all way below my expectation.
tue and wed was N level ss and english respectively.
but i think i dint do well too.
i really tried my best but it still end like this....
again and again hw starts piling.

can i still believe in miracles??
i dont want it to be this way..
just hide those sorrows inside and dont show a single hint.