Wednesday, July 4, 2007
@ 10:44 PM
i dint want to go back.. i dint want to.. but i cant..
why when other ppl are no longer together hey can stop going!!
but not me, i cant, i just cant..
i still have to go..
i have to fact IT.. face it alone, all alone by myself..
what am i suppose to do!?
i cant bring myself to let go.. nor am i able to forget the past..
it was too big of a hurt for me..
just too big..
once a fairytale i could ever imagine of..
and now its shattered and nothing can mend or heal it..
i cant forget, i cant avoid, i cant bring myself to let go all?!!!
it just hurt too deeply that no matter how much tears i let out it still the same..
i cant go back cause it's just too long..
i cant let go cause i just cant seem to forget the memories and everything..
am i totally forgotten by you guys??
am i??
i'm just crying, crying and crying..
comfort or not by you, me or anyone i just cant stop!!
someone please tell me what to do..