ytd was totally horrible!!
a very terrible day.
how i wish its all over.

today was only a slightly better.
but things are still the same.

i dont want to think of the happyness anymore.
it brings in more misery
clouding all the happyness away.
put a smiling front.
the slightest wish i hope for has all been dispeared.
let death bring closer.
brings me to a place full of despair.
where there is nothing to think about.